i just remembered something else im scared of... i was camping and me and my dad were going to the bathrooms... and there was this HUGE cricket thing on the wall! it was like 10x the size of a normal cricket and its body was normal... its legs though were HUGE!!! we took a picture but it looked small cause the legs were thin but that thing was so scary!
i'm not scared of much but i do suffer from a illness wich is a kind of fear.
i suffer from panic disorder (a form of agorophobia) fear of leaving the house and large groups of people in places.
panic disorder is a little different, i can some times have a panic attack in doors so it rules out that it is agorophobia (wich is why i say a form of....) i've sufferd from this for about 2 years now and its not geting any better even when i was on the medication and geting psychotherapy. so the ? is, how does it effect my life. 1: i cant go out to public places without feeling nervous 2: i cant go to pubs, clubs at all. 3: the 1 thing i used to love doing (going to the movies) i cant hardly do anymore.
so, the qustion, what a scares me the most, thinking i might be this way for the rest of my life.
that was touching, the translation of your feelings were saddening. psychological problems is a great plague, my only brother had a psycho. shock, we had to drive him at a psy. hospital, but then during a night he left our house, drived two ours with a taxi to arrive at its new house. he gets about 500$ per month, but he doesnt really use electricity, nor he doesnt buy a lot of food. a book changed his life, a philosophical book talking of god, point of existence and the list goes on.
he said, and i made searches on it, that the earth will meet its end in 2012, according to mayans, the earth will meet a natural recleansing, where it will be covered with volcano, earthquakes above imagination, where the entire lands rips apart.
i am getting depressed, my bro left, and only my two parents are the remaining persons in my family.
i suffer from psychological depression ive had for a long time. i dont have any shame or reason to fear it. its just what i live with. but dont try to understand because the only way you can is by being so yourself (which i am quite good at doing to people).
my "friends" all say im a vampire (not too far from the truith), and im psychic (heh.. right...).
Oh yes. Today, I saw this HUGE thingy that looked so much like a termite, it was about twice as wide as your thumb and about the same length, crawling on the edge of the concrete. I almost stepped on it, and screamed "HOLY ****!!!" My friend looked at it and did the same, despite the fact he plays Eternal Darkness, Res. Evil, and Doom. Then my other friend came, and started poking it with a stick and almost spit on it. I'm still scared
Looked like some big oval thing with brown stripes, then had six little legs like a lizard, or an ant for that matter, and this huge, ovalish appendage for a head, tan-orange which had some antennae and such, with these little pinchers. The belly was uniformly light brown when my friend flipped it over with a stick
Another thing I fear are spoiled brats because you cannot change them, and they are ***** and will tell on you, or resort to violence. For example, I had to deal with this one asshole who was 8 years old and was playing Unreal Tournament, possibly Doom3
Hey, says who? im 8 and i play doom 3(though ive never had spyware hehe) Im most afraid of LoCs avatar, lol.